Bree watching your videos (well yours Daniel's and Jonas') I figured out some things that I think you need to consider.
1. First thing is that the order believes you have to do the ceremony out of free will. so any action that the order takes is to try to manipulate you into Choosing to do the ceremony. they aren't going to take you by force.
2. The watchers are actually there to protect you from either another group, or a faction within the order that wants to force you because they think that you choosing to willingly do it isn't as important as it actually happening even if you are forced. Thats why the watcher didn't grab you at Jonas' and why a watcher killed that guy who kidnapped you.
3. If you keep refusing to do the ceremony, you probably will have the protection of the watchers for as long as they think, that there is still hope of you changing your mind. But if there's a deadline in which you can't do the ceremony anymore, thats when you are in danger from them.
4. It's probably safe to go home or back to Jonas' house because the watchers will protect you there.
5. You need to seriously prepare for what they are going to throw at you to convince you to do the ceremony, and happens when it's too late to do the ceremony.
Well that's what I think, and probably others think so to or maybe everyone disagrees with me but, it's something to think about.
Bree here's what I think
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Bree here's what I think
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with Me?How ironic... If it weren't for you, Daniel and Jonas would probably be rotting right now...First thing is that the order believes you have to do the ceremony out of free will. so any action that the order takes is to try to manipulate you into Choosing to do the ceremony. they aren't going to take you by force.
And who is to say the Watchers aren't agents of another group?The watchers are actually there to protect you from either another group, or a faction within the order
Gemma said much to chase you away from the watchers, and she was of the Order of Denderah.
Why would she warn you of her own group's spies? To forge trust with you? It seemed you trusted her quite a bit until you learned her "dirty little secret".
And who is to say this other group wants what's best for Bree? Maybe they just want to use her for their own goals, instead of the Order of Denderah's. All they've done so far is watch and occasionally shoot people when necessary. If this "other group" wants to be trusted, it needs to show some good will, rather than staying all cloak and dagger about this stuff.