These are my epitaphs for those I don’t see here anymore, I don’t want to keep hoping you’ll come back to the boards… so I’ll make my peace and say good bye now...
This ones for you, Beth...
I know you hate to look back at the past...
"Forget about the people from your past, there's a reason they didn't make it to your future. "
... you always said that ...
''I'm not dwelling on the past!''
... I told you that ...
''I just...'' (wasn't able to explain it to you what it was about...)
So here I look back... all the memories my best friend had provided me... all the courage and inspiration you had brought out... all the emotions I could never release… and you taught me to release it in words… Now, I guess I’m on my own in that aspect… One thing comes to mind when I think about you now…
I… hate… you…
you and your damn goth tinkerbell avvie...
I hate you for not giving me closure,
I hate you for disappearing like you always did,
I hate you for bringing out the best in me,
I hate you for showing me direction,
I hate you… for being…
... you…
… thank you …
... for everything …
... goodbye …
… heh … whatever happened to that girl BA? … indeed.
Heh, if you all are wondering… this is not some weird '’I hate my ex, lemme count the ways’’ thing… it’s not lol
edit: to fit new format
