Lonelygirl15

There are times when I wish I wasn't so insecure.

*sighs*

I wish it was sunny. I see some blue sky out there in the distance. But mostly rain.

Well, I guess I won't be going to Los Angeles this summer after all. Kinda sucks.

Everybody that is usually at this thread is gone.

Maybe I'll go make myself a cup of tea.

Actually, come to think of it, I should probably go to the gym...but my headache is killing me.

Wow, I am bored.

Maybe I'll get to a whole page of me just talking to myself.

I really wish I could meet Jackson. Juli's so lucky she gets to meet Yousef. I think that's really cool. Maybe I should become a Yousef fangirl. He's obviously nicer.

uggh that was mean. Jackson is the nicest person I've ever talked to.

*sighs* I annoy him so much, though. I feel really bad about that.

I mean, I'm not trying to be annoying...but everybody including him thinks that I am. Its weird. I wish I could stop.

Maybe I should just ask him to block my myspace so I can't contact him. It's an idea....

I think Yousef is really cool though. And he likes comics...those are good. Comics, I mean. Xmen especially.

Yousef has nice hair, too. And personally, I kinda like his nose. I think it's striking.