First of alll whoot welcome back gidget
Start the game tomorrow after you have ahd time to recouperate with your missing lg15 fixes
Gidget wrote:consideration wrote:PolkadotConfederation wrote:I could never think less of you no matter what things you may or may not have done. Only in extreme circumstances do my opinions about people change based on things I've learned that they've done in the past.
And I don't think I can change. Not for lack of trying, but I think this is just who I am.
Change is what we are. If you really don't think you can change, maybe it's just because you don't want to.
I've changed so much in the past couple years it's been incredible. I've been through the worst times in my life thus far, and I do think that title will last a while. I'm one of the most stubborn people you're likely to meet, but I've still changed. I'm not 85 pounds and hiding in my bed anymore.
Change is nature. Change is one of the only certainties we have in life about ourselves. And if you aren't, especially if you're trying, then you need to figure out why you're holding yourself back.
Thats some deep stuff right there. And I agree with you.
You shouldnt put yourself down like that. But if you see those weaknesses then perhaps its time to fix them. Trust me your character will change allot from when your 16 to when your 24. You see life in a totaly diffrent light and you find alot of changes in your personality?
I am. I used to be a bit of a jerk at school i was smart but i messed about and got bad grades. I regreated that and im hard working in college in something i love to do.
My friend im sure i mentioned on numerous occasions dan is a perfect example. When he was 16 he was a twat at school he messed about checky to everyone pissed everyone off. Got drunk and smoked rather than focus on his grades. he spent almost 8 years with boreing jobs like stacking shelfs in tescos and he started to reform.
The daniel i know at college is the best guy i know. He doesnt drink often. He quite smokeing halfway through the year and started preaching to everyone eles to try and do it (now they got no choice becuase of the smokeing ban in all public places). He was the smartest and kindest and friendliest person we know. I told you the story of him being in the libary with me both were trying to work on our projects and he helped 3 people indavidualy one after each other on their buisness homework before he did his own. hes even told me your eyes realy start to open by the time your 24.
If you find that you have all these problems then why did they not come across us all? Your a kind and good hearted person as far as i know. I havent seen any of these problems myself. Are you sure this isnt just becuase you feel down from chelsey being made at you?
Now i may be going a bit far but thats my honest opinion i see no problems with you. If you seriously do see some start makeing changes i dont know what more to say.I hope you managed to read all of this.
~*Les*~ 
~Commander of the LG15 Defense Force
