I was thinking about what you said in your last video, about not being sure what you can do to help and all of that, and I think I have an idea.
Maybe you could get a part time job at Neutrogena. I know I always feel like crap when I don't have a job, and this might be just the thing to pick you up too. If you worked there, it might even give you an oppertunity to talk to Spencer directly and maybe get a little more cooperation from him.
Plus, I know Jonas is taking care of all everyone financially, and he doesn't seem to want/need any contribution from anyone, which is very cool on his part, but I bet he'd think it was cool of you to help out too. Plus it would give you a leg up on Taylor and Beast, and Bree if she ever comes back, and it'd be a good excuse for you to get away from DB for a while. I do hope things work out with the 2 of you though.
Anyway that's my 2 cents, do what you want with it
