I Like Being Me

2007-09-21T06:12:39Z

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==Transcript==
'''Emma''' (laughs) Sorry. Oh this is totally weird for me. So... here I am! Safe and sound. Oh and with my mom and my dad. They're both okay and that makes me really happy. They're actually right over there resting right now and thats probably why I should be quiet. I don't know I feel like I should probably tell you guys about how I'm feeling because I've been thinking about this stuff a million times over the last few days and it's really hard for me. (nervous laugh) It's really hard.
So (deep breath) I don't know what you guys know or don't know but my mom dad and I are having it out. My parents thought that it was probably best that I stay far away from the resistance. I mean, (shaking head) they don't want me to turn trait negative. And you've seen the videos. They think I'm like this el rasisto... I don't know... Super hero or something. And that's ridiculous. Right?

==Notes==

Sister to Sister

2007-09-07T22:41:34Z

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'''{{PAGENAME}}''' is the two-hundred eighty-first video in the lonelygirl15 video series. It is also the twenty-fifth video of season two.

==Transcript==
''(Phone showing a text message from 'Spencer G-man')''

'''Taylor:''' You see that? N46 Degrees 12 hours and 5 minutes. E6 degrees 8 hours 5 minutes away. Stop. Chocolates. Stop. Yum. He's such a dork. Spencer's been texting me from Switzerland. ''(Looks up at Sarah)'' Hey.

'''Sarah:''' Spencer?

'''Taylor:''' Yeah, um, he can't meet up with Jonas or Daniel because he's at the conference thing still.

'''Sarah:''' ''(Takes the phone off Taylor)'' Why does he keep saying stop? ''(Gives the phone back)''

'''Taylor:''' Cause it's Spencer, he's using telegram speak to be funny?

'''Sarah:''' Oh. Um, so uh...um...I wanted to apologise for that guy the other night. I don't even--

'''Taylor:''' Don't, don't worry about it, it's fine.

'''Sarah:''' It's not fine. I don't know what I was thinking you know? I mean obviously I wasn't thinking. It's just, um, I'm sorry.

'''Taylor:''' It's okay,

'''Sarah:''' I promise that, nothing like that will ever happen again.

'''Taylor:''' Okay. And really, it's okay Sarah, I mean, he just said something creepy, nothing happened.

'''Sarah:''' Yeah, nothing happened. (she brushes back her hair to reveal a bruise)

'''Taylor:''' Sarah? Wait, he did that to you? Sarah...

'''Sarah:''' It's alright. I know, it's not that big a deal. Um... You know, I don't remember meeting him, and I don't know why he came back to the house. I mean when I just think about it like he could've murdered us, or worse.

'''Taylor:''' Okay, Sarah you need to call the police, that's--

'''Sarah:''' Ah... Look, it looks a lot worse than it is, okay? It does. And plus, it's not just this one gross guy you know? Everything. Look at my stupid life. I wasn't supposed to turn out like this. You know? This isn't who I am, this isn't who I'm supposed to be.

'''Taylor:''' Who're you supposed to be?

'''Sarah:''' I don't know, not this. I'm like some weird alternate reality of myself and you know it's like I'm just running in circles, I'm just chasing my tail like a fucking dog.

'''Taylor:''' Well, maybe you just need to change things up.

'''Sarah:''' It's not that easy, it's not. I mean uh, what if this is who I am? You know, what if what if mom is right, what if I'm just a whore?

'''Taylor:''' Hey no, Sarah you're not, don't ever listen to what mom says you're insanely smart.

'''Sarah:''' Maybe I'm just insane.

'''Taylor:''' Okay, stop.

'''Sarah:''' Yeah I know, I'm sorry.

'''Taylor:''' Sarah you just, you just need to figure out what you want, I mean what you really want and go for it. No matter how hard it is just go after it and get it, I know you can.

'''Sarah:''' Yeah I just, um, I don't know what I want. And um, between you and me, I did something really awful. I don't wanna talk about it right now, but um, it's pretty bad.

'''Taylor:''' Well Sarah, no matter how awful anything you do is, you're my sister, you always have been and you always will be. I'll be there for you no matter what.

'''Sarah:''' Thanks, it's good to know.

'''Sarah:''' I make pretty good eggs..

''(Sarah bursts into tears)''

'''Taylor:''' Oh Sarah, come here. ''(Taylor hugs Sarah, the camera cuts to Taylor sitting down)'' Sarah, please, don't get mad at me for posting this. I just, I just thought that everyone should see it. A lot of people out there think that you're really selfish but, you're not you have a heart you just, don't always show it. I thought it's about time you did. Jonas, Spencer is definietly not gonna make it, but Sarah is going to try and find the serum. She locked herself in her room, she's writing down an entire list of all the names of the guys that she's slept with in the last couple of weeks, so, I'll let you know as soon as I know something, okay?

==Notes==

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