... never meant to belong...?

[iamcool]

lol yeh but u never ditched us, u were just on holiday werent u? lol

[wintermute]

lol yeh but u never ditched us, u were just on holiday werent u? lol

I didn't ditch the forums, no... But I also wasn't exactly on holiday, either (well, the 5-day MIA stretch was holiday, but the month long one wasn't...)

'mute

[Mirage]

lol yeh but u never ditched us, u were just on holiday werent u? lol

I didn't ditch the forums, no... But I also wasn't exactly on holiday, either (well, the 5-day MIA stretch was holiday, but the month long one wasn't...)

'mute

I thought you were in Brazil. *scratches head*

Oh noes, I just realized the extreme perviness of the above.

[kageyuki]

Contrary to popular belief, I am not dead; have not abandoned, bailed or ditched anyone; and I have not been kidnapped by Cassie.

(Though with the last one... If she'd kidnapped Tachy, too... the more the merrier, I say. )

I had tried to come back, and none of you even knew it. I didn't want to say anything about it, because I knew the chance was very slim that I'd ever really get back to posting that much, anyway.

Yes, I am a mod with the group that produces the GC ARG. I also help review a majority of their scripts. Unfortunately, the main collaborators (production and cast) are all high school/college students, so it is also quite slow there. But seeing that no one else seems to be around to "arrange" the information on site, it is still somewhat time consuming. Add to this that I do still have two jobs.... Any time that I could find to come back around here was to catch up on what's going on...

I don't know why Josh wants to instigate a "war" with the other forums. Maybe he just needs to try to do something... Y'know, just to make sure he actually still has something there.

Besides, what did they ever do to you, anyway. It's not like I'm the only one that has joined that forum, also. I had thought I'd be able to post here and there, as well, but it didn't turn out that way... I'm sorry, okay?

Why does everyone have to be on my freakin' back all the time?

I tried to come back, and all I saw was chaos! Of course, I wouldn't have eanted to come back!

Of course, I wouldn't want to come back when more than a handful of the messages I read (at one sitting) made me feel like crap for joining "the other side"!

I know I still have a few friends around here, but it's everyone else that seems to hate me, now, because of where else I may go, that have driven me away for so long. I don't know very many people who would even try to put up with crap like that....

I don't think I would want to, either.

[iamcool]

boo hoo people hate you, lots of people hate me and tell me quite often but i don't run away with my tail between my legs

and WTF are you talking about with the war?

it was a little thing called a joke, and it was actually mute who said something about a war... i just said it was a sucky forum

[kageyuki]

Joke, or not. Angry or hurtful sounding words can still hurt. It must be nice to be able to fall back on that "joke" routine every time someone comes back saying that you're being mean. It's almost like crying "wolf"... You joke around so much that no one can ever really tell if you're really being serious. So, no one ever does. Except those who feel hurt by the things you've said.

I know you don't care, Josh, but you should; at least a little.

You don't run away when people say they hate you, huh? Actually your whole little "joke" thing is a perfect defense against all that as well. If someone tells you they hate you, all you have to do is just say something bad, hurtful and untrue about them, and say you were joking! Just like you did here...

... and, of course, since you were just joking... all has to be forgiven, right??

Okay, all you said was that it sucked, and it's all wintermute's fault for the line about a "war", but c'mon, man... I've never said anything bad about where you hang out or may happen to go to? I know that the forums I work for, now will never gain the same amount or kind of popularity as the LG forums, or will probably never grow as large, but it is a place where I've felt more comfortable with my writing skills.

That was one of the main reasons why I joined the LG forums, in the first place... and though I was a post-junkie, a lot of what I wrote, here wasn't really very creative. Whenever I had written something I felt proud of writing, it was ignored.

Yes, some things I write still get ignored, there, but not nearly as much as they do, here...

[iamcool]

you think your any different from any1 else?

that happens to lots of people at some point but how many do u hear bitching about it?
u started a thread about if people wanted u to stay or go, if that isn't attention seeking i don't know what is

and what the f**k?
every1 on here is joking ALL the time, look at all of BK's posts before he was an admin and all of mirages post and all of FP's posts, 80% of all there posts are joking so whats so different about me?, and i always try to seriously contribute when it is something important to the plot

and i never said it was mutes fault for mentioning war, i just said he was the one that mentioned it

and if you want to try n single me out fine, i dont care but i just want to know why you are?

[spaciegirlreturn]

I don't think you're being fair to Josh either and in my personal experience with you, you have sought out attention by claiming everyone hates you or ignores you a lot. You kept throwing random comments around about me not liking you before I even knew who you were. I think it's just the nature of the forum to feel like you're being ignored sometimes. I mean..you can't make people be interested or hang on your words with every single post. I don't understand the creative writing thing either. My idea of what goes on here doesn't include too much thought about creative writing really. I know there are certain areas of the forum where that may be encouraged...but uh..yeah. So if you like that other forum and feel more accepted there, maybe that's all that really needs to be said. I don't think there's any need to take anything so personally when, in my opinion, no one has really seriously, personally attacked you. I'm fairly certain I'm abaout to be lectured or at least bitched out by you or someone else, but oh well.

[Ziola]

Actually Spacie, I think it was well said. And I concur.

[iamcool]

Actually Spacie, I think it was well said. And I concur.

me 2

[krmurr87]

i understand how you feel ...sometimes I think why doesn't anyone on the forum jump up and down when I post stupid things, but your right you have to put it in perspective. This is a hobby it's more important how people perceive you in "real life" ... on that note stay because we all need an escape and I'd say this is a good one

[Sheikh Gomelez]

i understand how you feel ...sometimes I think why doesn't anyone on the forum jump up and down when I post stupid things, but your right you have to put it in perspective.

Actually, I do jump up and down when you post things, krmurr87.

You just don't see me doing so. You can't see my excitement, as I'm jumping up and down in meatspace, not online.

While I can walk and chew gum at the same time, I find it difficult, if not impossible, to type meaningful phrases on my keyboard while enthusiastically pogoing.

Nature and limitation of the medium, I guess.

Just imagine me smiling at your posts and hopping around the room with all the excitement of a rabbit on meth, and everything should be copacetic between us.

[Mirage]

all of mirages post

Bite me, Josh!


No...seriously. Do it!

[kageyuki]

you think your any different from any1 else?

Not really, but you certainly seem to think you are.

that happens to lots of people at some point but how many do u hear bitching about it?
u started a thread about if people wanted u to stay or go, if that isn't attention seeking i don't know what is

Actually, the purpose of this thread is a moot point. I had only commented to those who had thought me missing or dead, and to give my reasons for not being around so much. You know full well that this thread ceased being about whether or not I should stay or go over two months ago...
As for the others who've felt slighted here. True, you don't hear any "bitching" from them... They just leave.

Of course, you'd know everything about attention getting. it's all you do around here. it's what most people are here for... to gain a certain level of attention for their views, but how can that happen when there are somany people to hear? I know this is the main reason why I never get responses on comments I write in the discussion forums.

Of course, since we're all joking here to begin with, why does it seem like Josh has been taking these posts so seriously?

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Spacie: To answer your questions about how I'd thought this place could help my writing... I'd thought that if I could write enough here, it would give me more ideas to write things, myself. But that could only be done if I had other people to work off of as well as they from what I'd written. Sure, I might have been able to do that in this Forum, but what I needed also needed to work on was the quality of my work. I thought that would come naturally in the discussion forums.

They did, from time to time, but nothing that ever really got me... "jump started", so I started offering to help others with their projects, hoping that doing so would help get me going. It didn't work out that way.

As for all those comments I've made about you not liking me, the last time had ever said something like that was way before I even started disappearing, yet you still seem to think that I still feel that way. I'd moved on from that, as I hope I can move on from this.

I'm not going to say if I'm leaving. I think you all know that if that were the case, I wouldn't be posting this, now, but right now, there are too many things going on in my own life to really deal with this.

I'll be watching.

[stuart2004]

CAN SOMEONE PLEASE LOCK THIS STUPID THREAD ALREADY


I mean seriously ppl.....this is ridiculous....the entire purpose of this thread was to complain and ask a question........in all honesty it does come across as an attention getting stunt.... but really most of us have felt the way you said you did Kage...but you complain of people not liking you but then turn around and when ppl attempt to joke with you you get all pissy..........let it go...........true Josh can be a pecker head.....ignore him.........simple as that.............Jesus this thread had been the cause of more controversy........let it go ppl........MOVE ON...........