Even when we were still together I would still miss those butterflies. He was a phenomenal kisser, don't get me wrong, but there's something about those first few kisses.
There was something so sweet and unsure about them, like my whole body was shivering with this frightened anticipation, like "omg, is this really happening, and where is it gonna go?" The whole tentative touching while we kissed, slowly feeling out what was going on by running my fingertips along his jawline and face (kissing in the dark is muy caliente if it's a first kiss!) Not sure what the other person likes yet so cautiously trying different things......... I'm getting flushed and all shuddery just thinking about it
Later kisses didn't have that same questioning, curious feeling. Later it was much more passionate

and those are loads of fun too!
FuturePeter is my make believe boyfriend.
When in doubt, go straight to sex. --Jack Coleman (HRG)